sleep for the weak(pt.1)

sleep is for the weak
i will recharge
caffine will illuminate my cranium
blow away another dark day

a bottle o'wine
a handful of pills
a cheap glass of gin
an expensive cheap thrill

i am alone
i will it this way
i long for a home,
but not for today

i feel lost and found
i feel wasted and spent
i feel down like the devil
when i laugh i repent

i steal your soul
with none of my own
i have no control
please throw me a bone

i drink 'till i drown
i smoke 'till i choke
i pop 'till i drop
can afford it, do coke

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to be continued