disclaimer:drunk

so i sat and waited
all the time i debated
would she return
or a cruel lesson i would learn

driving home alone
no surprise
can't wait to get back home
sleep and die

not today
it'll be another day
while i,
waste away,
waste away...


fuck them over
rather than face my fear.
Blind myself,
can't look into the mirror.

I'm a ghost
dead long ago
i'm a host
driven by...
whoa-oooo

(heh heh heh, like the ending?)