Having a few drinks tonight with the girlfriend.
Am I getting drunk too fast?
Will I be passing out on her?
Will she fall asleep sober before I even get into the swing?
I don't know, hopefully not.

We've been having some fun, she's on the TV now though, and I'm on the computer, don't have the attention span for TV. I'm skipping 5-minute songs before the end.

I got paid today, and basically I'm already broke. I have money, but it's for rent. It sucks, working what seems like a fair amount, putting in your time, trying hard, being a productive member of society, and not being able to afford shit.

Well, maybe I exaggerate. I did have enough to buy some booze, after all. Pretty much thanks to my girlfriend, who I referred to as my sugar-mama today. We laughed, but I mean, she makes more in a week than I make in two. She ends up paying for food and cigarettes and even alcohol and marijuana for me, and I feel bad about that. But, when I work, she gets disappointed if I want to work late, she often wants me to come visit her at work if we are both working. So, I'll finish at 11 rather than midnight or 1am or however late they end up dialing.

I shouldn't try to blame her, I could work more if I wanted to. I think I do though, so I may start.

I feel forgetful, like I had something to say but now I've forgotten what it was. I hope it wasn't anything too important. I'm distracted already, I'm done with this post. Have a good weekend folks, keep on rockin' in the free world. \m/