Guilt and Addiction-Ambition

Update:

Feeling guilty for hitting the medicine cabinet. Forgot to mention nasal spray use. Didn't drink prescription cough syrup. Left most of benzos. Still, friends of the family, I probably should leave their drugs alone.

Hopefully, they don't keep track of their drugs like I do. Still, if confronted, I will admit to my misdeeds. I'd prefer not getting caught, but when I left, I was still in a haze, there's a good chance I left some sign of my activities. I hope I didn't leave an unsniffed line of temazepam on a book or table or something.

Still, I wonder if they'd notice the cough syrup disappearing...

Denial runs deep I guess.