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Ok, so maybe I misread that.
The situation, not the post. Maybe I was still high from last night, or the coffee was extra stimulating, but already, just a few hours later, Ive lost my luster. Karma perhaps, for improper conduct?
I don't know! FUCK! This is frustrating!
If free will is an illusion, than bravo mr. magician, because I'm fooled.
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Theremin's are pretty cool. Maybe I'll try and pick one up. Maybe just a talkbox for the ole git.
Some Wii points for sure. Fore shore...
... no robot parts but robot hearts. Shut down emotions chip.
Often-wrong Soong, what would you do?
I'm such a nerd.
flip-flop. Stop typing mid-message. Should I do it? Can I pull it off? I know it won't kill me, but, but.... but something anyway.
There, I did it. Well, usually I just disappear in a bottle for a week until I'm in the clear, so, I guess this is an improvement. Now I can disappear into a bottle guilt free! Yeah right.
Star Trek TNG, those were the days. Smoke a little weed, never bad tripped, so not scared of acid or pcp. No bills to pay, still in high school. Not a whole lot different than now really, just more social. And more naive, innocent, and blissfully ignorant.
That was back before I picked apart reality, looked behind the curtain. I feel the lightning sneaking up on me. Have to be careful what I say I guess.
Ok, so maybe I've had too much coffee and I'm a little paranoid. Talking about projects earlier, maybe I shouldn't have capitalized them as though they are important and code words. That's all I need, some suit coming over and asking me question about Project Green Dragon, fucking waste his time, I'm sure he'll be pleased about that.
Over sensitive to sound now. Damn, and I was doing so well.
Presently, I sigh, and give up. I surrender to my choices, and prepare to face to consequences.
My heart beats too fast for a moment, sound startling me more than it should. Medication follows.
Placebo effect felt instantly, ahhh, relief is coming. Eat some bacon, delicious.
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