hypocondriasis, and poor spelling

I read a book about a guy who was making long-running contact with some unusual beings. these are the source for almost all of our mythology as a civilization, ufos, faries, elves, ghosts, angels, demons, spirits, all that fun stuff. SO, naturally i began to wonder about my own experiences. Have i been 'abducted', or 'visited' as the author referred to it? I don't know for certain, but i am certainly able to entertain the possibility.

Presently, i am reading a book by a fellow who rather late in life developed dissociative identity disorder. Upon it's emergence, his life was forever changed, alternate personalities emerged from his own psyche. It turned out that as a child, he had been sexually abused by a number of people, including some close relatives. He rememberd nothing of this. So, naturally, i began to examine my own fragmented memory. Could i have screen memories? Could i have been molested? I don't know! I DON'T KNOW!

Scary shit, but fuck, i love it. I can't explain it. I'm a wee bit twisted i reckon.