pish-posh i'm slish-sloshed

so I've been reading
and i don't know if i read too much
cuz i feel a little fancy
like i learned something
but i dunno if it was something true

yet

i give in to the cultural norm
and drink while i brainstorm
and my rhyming is elementary at best
but day after day, the sun sets in the west

so i have to give credit
where credit is due
but that's just for me
nothing to do with you

that was definetly weak
ugh, it was tongue in cheek
here i go again
to stop i don't know when

too hard i try to rhyme
the meaning becomes lost
so i return to in what i shine
alarming insight, no matter the cost

hey, that's ok
decent post for today

my mind wanders
to thoughts of skin
more where I'm going
than where i've been

the future unfolds
i drink it all in
i grow drunker and bold
pull the hair on my chin

what i've learned today
with a grain of salt
should enable me
to become an adult

applied overtime
i should yield a result
if not i am to blame
no one else is at fault

it flowed too well
so i'll go to hell
maybe it'll be swell
and we can smash and yell

i digress
and it causes me stress
so i'll try once more
to see the ceiling from the floor

am i up or am i down?
is it a smile, or a common frown?
to get what i seek,
i must be less meek

that is it that is all
it is time for the fall
i will rise up again
it's the cycle of men

my wandering eyes have spotted shore
still i cannot paddle
i float along
i hear the song
still i can't intervene

the song carrys my heart

change into,
change, change

scared of contact
pristine
let slowly loose

we want.
the same thing.

chalk,
can't talk
can't breathe

want me to follow you

no thanks

i've got stuff to experience
before i sign off
i'll coincide
i'm inoutside
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don't remember writing this but it sounds cool