If this is an outer monologue, shouldn't it be more, I don't know, narrative? I mean, when I think, it's usually clear who I am and where I fit into what's being thought. But then again, at times I do get quite abstract. So, perhaps this is a more accurate version of my inner monologue than I imagined.

But, the inner monologue serves only myself, as I am the only one that has access to it. Unless I am entertain some sort of idea where life is like a ride, but that we are building the trip for those that take it next. Although, if that were true, this part of the ride would probably seem boring and perplexing. Like a movie that pauses to reflect about how it's going, well, the plots a little slow, could pick up, though, an entertaining plot usually involves personal danger. So, how much of a roller coaster should it be?

Matter of taste.

Lack-to-Carry-Um

Lactu-Carry-Me through this day,
Keeping my stressful thoughts at bay,
When the price of peace I cannot pay,
You keep me calm enough to stay.