meddler

idiot shaman
at it again
messin with forces,
you don't understand

beware

like a baby with a light saber
defying all logic

scary to behold
but it cannot be real...
it cannot...

like a box pandora
rush to see what's inside
only to find
the great unwind

did yyou

did you pull the key...

it better be there in the morning...

...

That was rather frightening.

hopeful/realist

the cravings come like a storm,
disrupting all my plans.
to defy the storm takes great strength,
but it's better in the end.
better in that, if I hide from the storm,
out of fear, then it becomes harder and harder to face it,
as my fear grows. Test myself. If I cannot handle the storm,
i will train myself and reemerge when i am better equipped.

But now, i see,
that i may feed the storm. Will this allow me to befriend it's destructive forces?
Or will it only use me to wreak havoc as it sees fit.
My stomach turns cuz my brain never learns.

Wish me luck