confront

i hate reality
it is so boring
everyone thinks you can't fly or see the spirits
or leave your body to transcend time and space
and even dimentional reality

nobody believes that you can die and just flip to another world
where you didn't die
do I?

are we dead?
are we in my head?
maybe it's like the matrix

some hostile force is keeping us from understanding

or is it evolution, we are evolved to only notice what affects us

or things that we can affect

i think probably, i'm just a wee bit crazy
reality is as i always thought
it's me that's off

but if i'm wrong, then...

you can drink or you can think, but you can't think and drink.