sleep for the weak(pt.1)

sleep is for the weak
i will recharge
caffine will illuminate my cranium
blow away another dark day

a bottle o'wine
a handful of pills
a cheap glass of gin
an expensive cheap thrill

i am alone
i will it this way
i long for a home,
but not for today

i feel lost and found
i feel wasted and spent
i feel down like the devil
when i laugh i repent

i steal your soul
with none of my own
i have no control
please throw me a bone

i drink 'till i drown
i smoke 'till i choke
i pop 'till i drop
can afford it, do coke

...
to be continued

weird wild world

faith and hope
and booze and dope
the marc daigle diet plan

believe in the invisible forces
the force, god, random,
and the forces will believe in you

follow the stars
they heal your scars
follow the light
it knows your plight

forget your health
forget about wealth
what happens will
so let it thrill

no control
so let's roll
no way to know
so just let things go

poorant

you can't always get what you want,
but if you try sometimes, you just might find,
you get what you need.

the stones said it best

i don't want it,
i just need it,
to breathe to feel, to know i'm alive

tool counters well

everyday
when i wake up
i want more.
more of what i have
more of what i don't
so if i woke up naked in a puddle every morning,
i would be glad to have clothes and shelter,
but, i woke up with food, shelter,
cable, a telephone, electricity
what else could i do but dream of drugs booze and skin
and dream i do
money, the missing element
brings it all together

my tongue presses hard against my teeth
no beer today
no drugs
and no skin.

accept it

accept it

accept it

fuck,
i don't even want food
fuck shelter
tear myself apart
one bottle at a time
that's what i want
a puke bath
i want to wake up in a strange place
with strange people
and strange injuries

i guess i'll eat until i'm fat
fuck that
whiney wine
not time
pills for cheap thrills
knock me out

ignore the ignorance
i can't look away
i just can't ignore
the dumb fucks
jaws flapping
tails wagging
good boy, sit
beg, play dead
fuck that

i'm marking my territory

people die
everyday
so will we someday

sleep tight!