hangin' on by a thread

it's building
the anger, i can feel it
easily frustrated, yelling at the tv
licking my teeth real hard while i clench my fists
dark thoughts float by,
breathe deep
exams are almost over

my coordination is slipping
my eyes don't focus right
my patience is long gone

edgy is not the word
blunt, dull,
i need to sharpen
not yet,
can't sleep yet,

force myself awake
how much can i take
spine is made of glass
from sitting on my ass

up the nose
the jet fuel goes
all through the night
seeing flashes of light

focus, focus, FOCUS
no time for a rhyme
ruh-ruh-read
'til yer eyes buh-bleed

in a week i'll be done
maybe having some fun

"ten thousand cola nuts, wrapped in brown paper.
midnight, behind the box. I'll be the hyena, you'll see."
-atdi

with a sigh

where will it lead?
from what i understand, certain powerful groups and people are working in secret to establish a new world order. they, as best i can tell, are quite close to realizing this goal. But, what then? Why control all information, feeding your subjects addictive drugs and dangerous chemicals in order to further your own profits. You already own the fucking planet, what are you gonna do, buy the moon? They crack down on small drug producers because if enough people make their own intoxicants, and we aren't reliant on these incredible powers for our fix, then they lose their power over us. Why the crackdown on methamphetamine production? I'll tell you, it's cheaper and longer lasting than cocaine, cutting into a very profitable market. Marijuana eliminates the need for pharmaceutical care for many, another large and shady industry. It's like there is about 8 people playing risk with the world, rolling dice, smashing each other up, but then they go have a beer after they've crushed us all. I don't pretend to have all the answers, in fact, i barely have any. But I do know that freedom is a word often used, seldom understood. I find the corruption of government officials and the misinformation campaigns they run to be a distraction to say the least. Where is it leading? What will they do once they control the world and we are all reliant on them for everything from food and water to air and love? Churn out shitty tv shows and movies, make up wars, scare people with threats of disease. What's the point? Sit back on your fat-stacks and laugh at the great joke you pulled on us all. But there's nobody left to laugh with. We've been broken, unwilling to put forth any effort to change the system. We'll be dead before long we figure, and the human race won't be far behind at this rate. I feel sick just knowing that I'm part of this race.

What can we do? Think for ourselves, question authority. Leary knew that. Stand up for the oppressed. Don't allow ourselves to accept the injustices that we can affect. Don't buy into the consumer craze, killing yourself to get the latest trendy piece of shit that you'll pawn for 20$ in a year. Remember the things that really matter, the simple things. There IS more to life than money, never forget that. You look inside, you know right from wrong. Don't let them control your mind, they are neglective and selfish masters. Keep on Rockin' in the Free World.
\m/

wait for the snap

i'm runnin' on empty
and i can't remember why

what am I doing?
if only i knew what i want to do

so easily distracted
stuck in place, staring at the idiot box
draining my soul through my eyes
turning my brain to mush
ruining my favourite things

sticky rubber marbles rolling in my head
a runny nose that never blows
can't stop or talk just smoke and walk
i had my books all laid out,
but i couldn't bring myself to read

oh sure,
i could go online and read about sleep deprivation
about stress and taking exams
about tuition costs and student loans
politics, the weather, basically anything but the work

and now i write to avoid the books
vision blurred can't read the words
heavy pins and needles scrape my limbs

i reach for the book
but first i'll have something to eat
wasting my precious time

heads up

one foot in front of the other
one step at a time
one excursion
one destination

shit happens
all the time
on your shoe
deep in you
that's why we invented soap

fuck worry
fuck stress
death by repression

shit, if mick couldn't 'get no'
well, then don't worry about it
life is better with the right song

and i try
and i try
and I TRY-YYY

\m/ O=O \m/
.........L
.......\__

there'll be water if ka will's it

so bottoms up, cuz ya gotta do
whatcha gotta do

crank those toons
act a fool

burn right out
then fuel right up
carry on sing a song
keep your head up

FAWK!

My cryptic crazy rant was lost when i tried to run spell check
fucking pop up blocker
fucking assholes that pollute the internet with their shit
fuck off, if we don't want it, don't develop it
take your ad campaign and shove it up your ass
i can't stand the music from the commercials that seem to be on repeat
SHOUT IT, SHOUT IT, SHOUT IT OUT LOUD
*POW*
fuck that mars,
take a perfectly good song and ruin it
buy me buy me buy me
can't sleep, hungry, fat,
itchy, cranky, bored,
discontent, not ecstatic?
Our product will take away the pain
like a kick in the ass
thanks for the cash, idiot
want more? sure!
fools, all of us
cleanse us
cleanse us
CLEANSE US
we are a race of waste
of greed and ignorance
ride this rocket t'ill she blows out from under us
anyone remember the sky?
how about trees, fresh air, and clean water?
Animals?
no wonder i'm a wasteoid
look at my team
team 'rape and pillage'
god bless america
god save the queen
god kill us all
make this place serene